It’s time to book my ideas up (bit of mother coming out of me there) and start embracing every opportunity! I will smile more, enjoy more, relax more and stop worrying about tomorrow. Life is good right now! I am happy so its time I started to show it :)
Ps I’m off to Reading fest thursday! Time to get mullered and enjoy every second <3
What if your future child can time travel and came back in time because you died and they wanted to know you so now they’re a part of your life and you don’t even know it.
I need some excitement in my life!! I could handle some more spontaneity. I think I need a money tree then I could jet off to Australia for a bajillion years and take up surfing and live in a shack and have a pet koala called Peter…
That is all.
RANT OVER :)
Quick character design sketch. I’ve gone through hundreds of ideas and I still can’t get it right. This is the closest I’ve been to figuring her out so far
This year has definitely had its ups and downs but if it continues going the way its going it will certainly be ending on a high. In the past 10weeks i don’t think I’ve been as happy and for something to feel as right. Plenty of people told me things will get better and i can now say they were correct. I have so many things going right and im soo happy :)
Life is amazing right now and I can only thank one person for that
Currently attempting to clear the chaos that has become my room and in some respects my life. I am trying to sort it, not just because it is a shit tip but also because there are a lot of memories in things and photos that just need to be put into a box and pushed to the back of my wardrobe; and mind. Whilst listening to the very appropriate Miss Avril Lavigne, I am desperately trying to make some sort of order in as short a time as possible so I can get into bed, cuddle my pillow and watch the IT crowd. Tomorrow is another day, and another step close to being what is deemed to be OK.
So less of this mindless blogging and more sorting :)
I am well aware I currently have a lot to look forward to; holidays, festivals, gigs and nights out… But I just can’t help but still feel a bit down. I dunno if urma has anything to do with it this time but I’m not feeling great. I am also well aware I am ‘burning the candle at both ends’. I am working ridiculous 70ish hour weeks and still finding time to socialize, drink and party. I think I’m just filling the time I used to spend with him. When I am alone, such as now, my mind has a habit of wondering and wondering what if and what now. I guess the front I put on isn’t all that convincing really. I don’t know who I am trying to convince more that I’m ok, everyone else or me?
I’ll keep plodding on though cus I’m sure there is lots of light and excitment at the end of the tunnel. I still miss him though…
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